An emo post? Jinja~?

Well, I was watching a Korean drama...
Yes guys... I'm a dude.. and I'm watching Korean drama...

pfftchhh...  Get over it...

First thing that I like about dramas is the storyline...
They have such cliche, but nice a nice storyline...
You can keep watching these dramas eventhough you can expect what to happen next without getting bored...

Secondly, it is about the love life...
To be honest, I...
Let's just say I feel these kind of things..
I get what they're feeling and how hurtful it is...
And we'll stop it at that...

Third is the OST...
The OST for the dramas are very good...
Even if you don't understand the lyrics when you hear it, but you can feel the song matches the story very well.


The last drama I watched was Heartstrings, where they featured;
Jung Yong Hwa - My favourite indie band lead guitarist/singer

 And Park Shin Hye - Well, let's just admit, she's a very cute actress XD

Eventhough their story had no relations to my love life or anything, it gets me thinking about future...
If you've seen the drama, you'll understand...
No spoilers here..


I'm starting to realize the fact of no future soon.
What would be the future has not really been decided in a proper manner...

I've been mentally down for awhile...
And that friend helped me to cheer up...

She did her best and I appreciate her effort :)
Komawo chingu...

This post is actually about... I dunno.... drama slash thank you post?
I dunno.. you decide.. I don't really mind about it..

All I have to say is, watching drama isn't a bad thing for guys you know.. I know you want to say it's girly, but yeah.. You understand girls a lil bit.. I SAID A LIL...

Again.. Thank you, friend...
Kamsahabnida~

And the Emmy goes to....!

O_o

I know I've been missing in action for a couple of weeks now. Well you know...
As an engineering student, you are deemed to be busy.
Well, I am busy lately.. Just not with studies.. hahaha....

I know.. I should be studying.. but.........
I'm too busy playing games.. To be exact, Ragnarok Online II.


Well, the game is not as I expected. Well, for a new game atleast.
However, I can't be too harsh since it's only what they call Beta version.
but... even for a Beta, I think that it is overflowing with bugs..

At first, I was okay with it. There were a couple of bugs that I was unsatisfied with like the potion bug. When you press the potion, you expect yourself to heal don't you. But the bug makes you wait for the cooldown only instead of healing and wait for the cooldown. It kills. It literally kills you when you fighting monsters.

Then, as I level up, I pass through a lot. I mean a lot more bugs. Like in dungeon you can't skill. Or you disconnects in the middle of the game or boss fight, and just distorted graphics makes you disconnected.
Well, that's the least of it. Since it's only Beta version, you can't blame them. But still, can't say you aren't a little pissed off because of the bugs.

Although......
What is terrible about the game isn't the game itself. It's the community inside of it. You expect a new game to have more friendly users around. That would help you or teach you stuffs. Even as a 'senior' player since RO1.
Talking/chatting to some player on the street and they just ignore you like nothing. -.-
That is just rude. I mean, even if it's just a game. Still.... Where's your common courtesy =..=
It's not only one player that I'm talking about, it's majority of the community. Everyone's like playing by themselves and their own group. The game is called massive multiplayer online role playing game (MMORPG) because its for gamers around the world or atleast a continent to play TO-GE-THER.
If everyone just play by themselves, I see the game is lacking friendly gamers. It needs better community.

Just sayin'...

If it was to me to rate the game, I'd rate it a 2.5 stars...
Again... it's Beta... If it was the full version I'd say 1.5... Coz there's too much lacking now. Improvements need to be made... Soon...

Well, that's all from me tonight...
For some of you, morning and afternoon...


 And yeah, eventhough the game has much deformities, I'm still playing it :) Coz, I'm a true gamer at heart. I wouldn't stop playing even there's tons of workload that is literally beside me. Which literally I do.

Hahaha.... All and all, I'd thank the producers for creating such a game, and I'd call all gamers to please, bring courtesy in gaming. Yes, real life you may be kind-hearted and such. But that doesn't mean you can be rude or inconsiderate in games. Stress relief once in a while is not counted. :D

Adios~!

Something called 'Respect'

What is wrong with this generation?
Let me tell you what is...
People are losing respect to one another. Especially the young ones. Have you seen kids these days? Maybe they were spoiled by their parents, maybe they are spoiled by technology. I may have not have been raised in a luxurious way, or in such a way that I wanted, but you gotta have respect to your parents. As much unfairness you were treated, you are now what you were raised by. Have some respect to your parents for what they have done. It ain't easy to raise a child.

Kids these days, I see them being spoiled too much. Maybe because of the law, maybe because of the luxury world they were raised. In the past, being canned was a bitter way to deal with your behaviour, but it was effective. Now, being canned is child abuse? And now they are just going to continue to rot and spoiled. Some who live in the luxury life likes to show off themselves to others. Not everybody can afford that and you mock them for all those they don't have that you do? And those who can't afford you force your parents to buy you those stuff? You just don't know how hard your parents work to earn your daily shelter and meals. You gotta have respect for them. You should learn to know their pain and suffering. NOT ONLY YOUR OWN.

When you live far off alone without anyone's guide, you'll see a better perspective of what they had suffered. When you're short on cash and no one around that can help you, where's your pride gonna be? That's why you need to learn how to respect!

It's a very simple rule. You respect people, they respect you. You disrespect them, they do the same.

Death is... Everywhere?

I am sick =_=

Nose doesn't stop running and it's itching so badly =.,=

I am however, not a person of meds =.= I hate medicine. All kind. I refuse to eat any medicine even when I'm having high fever, terrible cough or just unstoppable flu.

It's not like I'm against medicines. I just don't like them. For what reason, I don't even know =.= Usually I would do some exercise to let off some sweat. I'll be better in 3-4 minutes. It's just a more healthier way.

But since I'm so (read my previous post), I can't get up. =..= I need help. LOL.

Well, it's only flu. I have plenty of tissue paper =.,=

You guys take care of yourselves too. Don't be like me. Death is EVERYWHERE! You don't know when you are at the end, so live your life to the fullest. I don't want my favourite viewers from the States, United Kingdom, Germany, South Korea, and my own country, Malaysia to fall sick too. So yeah. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES!!

That's all from me,

Thank you and goodbye.
Danke undauf wiedersehen.
Kamsahabnida, annyeonghi gaseyo.

Laziness

Fushooo~

I'm so lazy =..=

So much work to do and you just want to have fun. But when I start to play games I'm even lazier to play =..=

Well yeah. . . .

This post is all about laziness. You can even see how lazy it is.
 I'll tell you a story about it.

One time, there was this guy. He was so lazy, he died.
 The end.

That's how lazy I am right now =..='
So lazy I can die.


BUT...
We can't all be lazy. If not, the world wouldn't move as it is now. There will be no technology or advances. Though, there would have been no war if everyone is too lazy to pick up a fight. Hahaha...

Back to serious topic.


Eventhough we are lazy in the inside, we must remember that we have worked hard to be where we are now. Even if you are sitting in your lazy chair staring at your computer/phone. If we start to be lazy now, there will be no more future. Think about it.

And... Don't be lazy.. just think about it... while I sit here and be lazy..

~_~

Seriously.

~_~ I'm so lazy.

Some thoughts about life

Have you ever wondered, what your life would be if you had hold on to something you have let go?

Do you ever wonder what might happen? What will it be like? How fun/depressing it would have been?

Sometimes you regret something, but some other times you were glad you did it?

I mean life. It's all written out. Like a story. You write your own story without knowing the continuation of your story. It's a story written and published without unable to undo a single 'typo' or 'mistake' in your storybook.

I mean do you ever plan something and it went perfectly, I mean EXACTLY perfect like you planned it? If you did, good for you then. I mean it's like you keep wonder about what you gonna be, what you want to be, what you should have been, what you could be, what you failed to be.

I did have something that I regret of, someone I regret letting go, somewhat I do want to think what it could have been if I didn't do it. I mean I spent about 4-5 years trying to stop thinking about it. That something you regret deeply isn't coming back.

Now somehow I do able to get it out of my mind, I think I am not thinking of anything anymore. You know, when you used to regret something, you always have something to think about, something to remember by, something to keep you going, something to push you over the limit, something that takes you to the road less taken and drive you all the way through it. And those are a lot of somethings.

But... after you've reach where people could say the 'closure', it's like there's nothing more on your mind. You locked everything away. You locked them out and nothing can get in. You're thinking blanks, you want to think of something, but you just here this empty room with a single fluorescent light bulb buzzing in the empty-ness of your head.

You try to sleep at night like you used to, thinking about the past, and the possible future you might have had if you hadn't. But after it's all gone, you just lie in your bed, unable to sleep, staring at the ceiling or the side of the bed while your head is in this empty place of closed walls and a buzzing light bulb.

" I'd kill to have back what I grieve. It's a better life depressing about something than to live in an emptiness. Because, if you are sad about something or someone in your life, it means you are truly living. In the emptiness, you can't even see the light to your future. "

- 22nd Century Blogger 

 Treasure what you have, what you had, what you will have. Regret and live. 'cause that's how life's supposed to be. You point a finger at a mirror, blame that person for every mistake that they have made and you show  them how to live the proper way, YOUR WAY.

" As one person I cannot change the world, but I can change the world of one person. "

- Paul S. Spear

" Try not to be a man of success, but rather be a man of value. "

- Albert Einstein

" A person who sees the good in things has good thoughts. And he who has good thoughts receives pleasure from life. "

- Said Nursi

" The superior man is modest in his speech, but exceeds in his actions. "

-Confucius

New Year~!

I guess I'm a little late for this.

Happy New Year! 

Yeah... I know.. It's nothing much.

But yeah, I've been a lil lazy busy lately. I'm just not in the mood of new year so much. Too much things people care about that I don't.

People may enjoy and not enjoy it, new year, just another day of a new year. It's nothing much if you have nothing to do about it.

*pew pew* 

Sure fireworks are pretty. But naaaah... I'm not into new years. I just... blah... you know.. not interested somehow..

Don't ask why =_=' I just don't know myself.

So yeah, good luck with all of you with your new year resolutions! And a happy birthday to my friend in Singapore! :D