It's been awhile.. by awhile I mean 3 months of while...
I've had nothing to post up... That's why it's been empty.. =_=
So.. For the past 3 months I've been learning photoshop and stuff.. some products I created have sucked, have been awesome, but generally at noob level.
Now, I'm into t-shirt designing... I do want to try in the business of t-shirt design.. and my motto is "Simplicity is Best!"...
I've tried to come up the idea of the name of this line of design as
1. Pocket Creatures (P.C.) 2. My Design (M.D.)
3. Simplicity Design (S.D.)
Well.. haven't been really thinking about it much.. just came up with it..
Here's an example of the first product I've came up with...
The question is, would you buy it if it was available?
Well, I have a busy day tomorrow but I can't seem to sleep early as I had planned =..=
Maybe I have too much on my mind.
What do I have on my mind?
I have no idea either. ._.
"Let's just make this post to keep the blog going."
That's one.
Well, ever had anything you kept very dearly and hold on to it for so long you almost forget but can't?
I had one. It was a poem I made for someone I used to be with. I can't remember much of it anymore. But sometimes, you just got to let go of things you love and move on. Even if it's a hurtful long journey.
I lost that poem somehow. If I still had it I would have posted it.
Unlucky for you readers. :P
Hmmm...
What else do I think of?
Sometimes I just don't know it myself. I tire myself thinking about stuffs but I myself don't even know what is it about. It's like I have another person doing it for me inside my head.
I guess that goes back to when I was a kid. I used to imagine of a person like a mirror of me to talk to about stuffs. I think all you guys would say it's an imaginary friend. But it's more like another personality of mine; like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.
Something like that...
I do it still sometimes, but not much now. Once in awhile. You may call me weird or more stuff you can think of. But it was, is the only place I can find my center of peace.
My nice side isn't always a nice side. It's always filled with death, anger, fury inside. But that side isn't completely with me...
How do I say it, it's like another person. A person that is inside of me. An alternate ego? Whatever you call it.
Sometimes, I talk to this person inside my head imagining that person would sometimes give me a beating for stuffs I do and stuffs I didn't do. But most of the time the talks goes pretty deep and I guess he's more calm and more wise. Resolves all the problems I have.
._.
This is one of the reasons why I am such an anti-social person. Also one of the reasons why I would be bipolar.
All in all, I have not seen this guy for almost a year. It's too dangerous to let that side out of me. It has the anger, grudge and fury of a serial killer. I guess with him gone, my anger management went much better.
But in the end, he will be leashed and go on rampage when someone breaks the seal (this side of me).
Okay... I think that's all for tonight's post. Before you guys start getting weird out by me. :D
I have thought of meeting a psychologist, but then.... Naaaah...
Things are the way there are because they are.
Some things you just have to let it be. A mind of a person is not something to explore. It is to understand.
Well yeah, this is not exactly posts about theater or any theatrical things in it.
Majorly its about the society. Truth about society. This is something close to what I've posted before; "Truth about people".
Everybody is an actor. We just pretend like we don't know about it.
The stage is vast. Enough for all of us. The world is our stage.
Our audience? There is no audience. All the people in the world are actors, acting with us.
Everyone expresses their emotions, their feelings, their lines, and tosses it out there to a conversation of dialogues with other people. Characters they play out. Characters of who they created unintentionally.
There's no bad actor, everyone is just as good. The difference is one actor would play as themselves, speaking in a tone of his true nature while one actor would speak in a tone of the character he wishes to be or a character that is more superior than the other. Lies from the mouths of them are just lines said to another.
There's always an actor that wants to kill off another character in acting, being the center of attention.
Everyone's playing the protagonist and antagonist roles. No one is really one sided. Everyone has their evil side. Just waiting to be leashed.
So which side do you really think you are? Look at yourself, review yourself on your life. What kind of person(character) have you played.
Think about it. It's a food for thought.
Thought for food?
I don't know..
*WARNING! Reader discretion is advised for pregnant woman, the elderly, and those suffering from serious medical condition*
You've been warned!
Well, I'm a horror lover, doesn't care if it's game, comics, movies, or story.
This post is created to just express my love for horror, for some reason I am in need of some horror experience for fun.
Well, I suggest to those who aren't a horror lover to stop here. Seriously. STOP.
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Now, for the rest who decided to continue to read.
I challenge you to a horror game!
Well, first, I wanted to invite you guys to play the game of Hotel 626, but since the owner have taken that game off the internet, here's a game replacement.
It's been far too long!
Sorry for the late post, currently in my second week of the semester and I've already got assignments and final projects in hand =..=
Like I've promised, this post will be on how the studying system of mine works.. :D
Enjoy it in 10 easy steps...(well, not so easy XD)
1.Always sit next to a person who is smart/atleast
know a lot (studies frequent/gets it when lecturer is teaching)
2.Do pay attention in class (taking notes is
preferable). And yeah.. It’s good to understand. If you don’t, ask the
lecturer/your smart guy next to you.
3.When you really can’t understand something, TAKE
NOTES.
4.Take the rest of the day off, enjoy yourself
(for me, it’s all gaming).
5.Seriously, don’t open books. Unless someone asks
for your help. Do help them. (helping someone, means you do research, means you
are technically studying, also means you understand it better by explaining it
to them)
“If you can’t explain it simply, you don’t understand it well enough” – Albert
Einstein
6.Homework, do it. Not necessarily immediately,
but always do your homework. The nearer it is to the due date, the more
inspirational you’ll become (or else you’re getting writer’s block. It also
means you’re dead).
7.Do your work as simple as possible but ALWAYS
submit a high quality end of work eventhough it is made 3 hours before due.
“I will always choose a lazy person to do a difficult job because he will find
an easy way to do it.” – Bill Gates
8.If you want to do something right, do it
YOURSELF. Even if it is a team work, see the kind of people you are working
with. If you really want to do it right, DIY. (Asks the team if they are really
enthusiastic to do it, then they should be fine teammates. Whichever you prefer
best)
9.Doing a long term project can be overwhelming to
be done at the last minute. After given, ALWAYS prepare the intro of the
project (what is it mainly about). When you’re stuck, don’t force it. Chillax
and take a break.
“It is no good getting furious if you get stuck. What I do is keep thinking
about the problem but work on something else. Sometimes it is years before I
see the way forward. In the case of information loss and black holes, it was 29
years.” – Stephen Hawking
10.ALWAYS, always provide a REASON, not goal, a
reason why you are studying. As for me, I’ve never like studying, and if it was
possible, I wouldn’t be studying at all. Like I said, I’ve got my own reason
why I’m studying and you should make one to as a stepping stone.
Well, these are the basics to my studying guide, I've never failed a subject before. It's up to you students to study like these, but I must warn you. USE AT YOUR OWN RISK! Because this is not completely foolproof.
Dear viewers, I'm currently enjoying my holidays.. so yeah.. there won't be any post updates till early June :)
Just a heads up.. I'll post something called "The System" of my studying technique which is a 100% guarantee never to fail.. Well, atleast it works for me.
As a fellow student, and as a lazy college senior, I shall pass on this technique.. but not today :D
So... I am currently at the airport waiting for my flight at 6 am... currently it's 1:17 am... I arrived about 11 pm and still waiting...
And here I am at the airport. Saw a new KFC opened up here. And of course, CHEEZY WEDGES!!!
I would never miss to buy that everytime I go to KFC.
But for the first time, a KFC that gives you a hot freshly cooked wedges and overflowed with cheese!
Usually it would be just warm cheezy wedges with very small amount of cheese..
And I was like.. Sweet Cheezus (no offense).. for the first time I can't finish up all the cheese in the box...
Well, I guess that's it for this post..
I'm really really bored here =_='' I got nothing to do... so.. soo... bored!
Now it is 1:23 am...
5 hours to go~
So how do you move on from someone is depending on the person itself right?
NO matter how hard it is there's always a way to forget someone you had a crush on.
Well, I was suggested to write a love letter to her. And yeah, I did wrote one. Well, technically, I typed out one.
I know it is such a sweet-breaker... I know what you're thinking..
"Type? What? Type? Write it yourself!"
I know, I know...
I was out of paper and I was at the same time had printer access.. That letter was my last piece of paper to write on and I don't have any other paper to practice on my writing...
My handwriting goes suckish and unreadable after finals =_=
That was why I typed out one...
Yet still, Love Letters...
Aren't those thing all in the past? Everything is so moved on with technology till everyone is all stuck on their phones with instagram, whatsapp, wechat, kik and etc...
Well, firstly, I haven't been able to afford one of those high-tech stuffs.. All my spending goes to food~Yummy yummy food.
Before I get off from the main topic again, the love letter, was meant to be passed on to her today. All of my feelings and all I wanted to say was in that letter.
But in the end, I had second thoughts about it and also third and fourth thoughts...
I decided that I can't let her know my true feelings just in case it affects her relationship.
So I tore up the letter and the end.
A happy-sad ending I guess?
But in the end, it was the right thing to do.
The thing to be passed on is destroyed. Things are left untold. Feelings are meant to be kept silence. In this case.
Oh hey~!
I finished my last paper of the semester!
It means I'm going to have a 2 months worth of time doing nothing and getting fat =_=''
But what I'm really expecting from the end is to let go of all that is past and step on new grounds.
The only thing left is what I have left for the crush of my heart.
I've seen her cry, I've seen her smile.
I've wiped her tears, I've made her laugh.
The only thing I've not done is to tell her how I felt.
Eventhough I'm listening to her problems, taking care of her, and so, I am not sure if she realizes it.
Well yeah, I'm unofficially friendzoned.
Nothing I can do about that.
Just to hope that the moment is going to be over, soon strangers again.
Each ounce of that feeling should be poured away through out the holidays before the next semester.
Praying that no more feelings for her.
I'd rather keep her relationship with her boyfriend rather than tearing one apart.
Cause' out of many people, I've experienced what it feels like being torn apart like that.
All the best for you, for me, and for eternity.
Things aren't meant to be, and things are meant to be.
You just can't have both at the same time.
So... It is the 1st of April..
Everyone knows what day it is, April Fools!
Well yeah. It may be a fun day of pranking people but 1st of April hasn't been a day I'm looking forward to.
Why? Because it was a day of fun and memories where made. It is also a day of memories where crushed.
You know where the first of April is when people confess their feelings to someone and if they got rejected they'd be just like "April Fools!" when it hurts them so badly inside.You never know what to expect on this day.
I did the same thing too. But it was 6 days before today. 3 years ago. I was telling a girl about my feelings for someone. It was on Facebook. Everyone knows Facebook right? The conversation went exactly like this.. Well, not exactly.. It would sound more like "Manglish".. (Malaysians would probably understand it but I'm just refining the English in the chat so that everyone would understand)..
Me : I really like this girl but I don't know if I should tell her
Her : Well, just go tell her.
Me : You really think I should?
Her : Yes! Don't be shy.
Me : Okay. I like you.
Her : O_o Is this a practice?
*After that I laughed foolishly to myself with a side of pity for myself*
Me : Oh LOL. No. I really really like you.
Her : Oh. I see. >.<
Me : Yeah, I really like you.
Well that was the chat we had that night. It wasn't answered right away but I finally managed to get her to say yes on the first of April. 3.34 PM. I still don't know why I remember that. I just have things like these engraved in my memories.
So that was for the happy memories.
We lasted about a year or so..
It was a good memory and it was heartwarming moment.
However, although we lasted for a year, I didn't expect for her to be having a new boyfriend on the same date that I proposed to her. Yeah, it is this day. It was a heartbreaking news to know that you're being covered up by someone else in the life of a person you cared so much about.
But now things are over. Sometimes you gotta accept reality and stick to the truth. You had her, she now has another. And today hits the mark of their 2nd year anniversary.. I think.. I didn't follow up any news after that. For all that I know, I wish all the best in their relationships would last..
As Phoebe has said in F.R.I.E.N.D.S., everybody has their lobster. A partner for life. It might not come now, but in the future, :) I'm sure everyone has someone even if they are across the world.
Well, not really...
Since the beginning of the semester, I've had this crush on someone..
I want to tell her, but yeah, I found out she's taken..
I mean she's friendly, awesome and great, open and outgoing.
It's almost the end of the semester but too bad, I can't tell her.
No, I'm not a wuss. I don't want to ruin other people's relationship.
Be rational.
Well, a crush is a crush...
The fact that I like her doesn't mean she will like me back the same way.
I've been trying to get close to her and throughout the semester I can say that I'm pretty up close with her than before... (I'm a shy guy)
Well, it's been great seeing her smile and being there while she's sad...
Eventhough it's been fun, that time will end soon.
My semester is reaching the end, and the finals are coming.
Oh yea, this is the same girl that I posted about before.. "Out of the blue"
So goodluck for me~!
For finals I guess.. For that girl, I don't have a chance... :)
Gotta live life.. Accept the facts that you can't have everything that you want..
Forgive and forget.. Live up to that..
This is Khai, and peace~ out!
Here's a bit of truth. Originally, I made ze blog was for earning money somehow.
Well, there's this thing called AdSense. Apparently my application for the program was rejected by Google. Sadly enough, I still continue this blog :D and I have no idea left to post..
Soon enough, I will post something :D to keep things updated.. Peace out~!
Yes, I've been saying this for quite awhile now.
About 3-4 months ago, I liked this girl.
I didn't make a move because I don't want to repeat any more mistakes.
Trying to keep what's inside, inside.
She's close, yet she's so far.
I like how she'd ask me for help and so on, but I just couldn't reject.
I'd stay up days with no sleep to accompany her, help her with her studies and other stuff.
However, she's not aware of any of it.
About how I'd do a lot for her.
Basically I'm like in the FRIENDZONE.
But now, it's killing me a little unable to tell her what I feel.
I feel like I must tell her.
I want to tell her, but I shouldn't.
Atleast not now.
Psshhh.. Just have to post somewhere where people don't really read it.
Yeah, cause I lost friends.
Currently no one I can talk to.
Everyone's living their own lives, you can't blame them.
There's a different being a gentleman and being a person.
People are starting to forget the meaning of treating somebody right. They have lost the sight of what's something called common courtesy.
For me, I always treat girls way much more than other people do. Maybe it's wrong, maybe it's not. I treat girls in the way like accompanying them to go somewhere, anywhere, for their safety. Or having the thought of giving them the shoulder to cry on, share their secrets or a place for them to let go of their feelings like a punching bag. I let them scream/shout at me because I listen. I do it for every girl that I know, not just for some. Maybe for a particular girl that I like I'd do more. But even so, I always treat them that way even when I have had a girlfriend. It's not being a gentleman. I'm not looking for attention among girls to be called so. I treat them right because I wish people would treat my mother, and my sister right just like how I treat those girls. I know that it does sounds lame because it looks like I take that sentence from a motivational poster or something.
Honestly, yes. I did. I did because I believe that treating others right will give a new light for them to see what is proper and what is not. It's common courtesy for the guys to treat girls right and for humans to treat each other right. If only people would stop saying "he's just being a gentleman" and start saying "it's common courtesy" the world would have never been in any war/argument/fighting. It should have been in peace all along.
Lastly, I would like to wish all the woman in the world, Happy International Women's Day eventhough I'm a little late.
Listen up agents.. This is codename ICE BREAK...
well.. generally I'm just saying that it's about ice breaking.. not literally but yeah.. literally.. We should get to know more about each other :D
From one blogger to another. I know you guys do read my blog but if you have one, why not share about it? I would love to read your blogs too. I had viewers from all over the world, I'm sure all of those blogs would be interesting. :)
So.. I had this idea to generally break the ice by saying, you all should share your blogs in the comment section below. Post a link or something. :) I would gladly read it. Eventhough I'm not that active lately, I'll try to keep posted. :)
So.. to break the ice, I'm gonna share about myself :)
Name : Mohd Khairudin
Age : 20
D.O.B. : 26 Feb (it was 2 days ago T_T)
Religion : Muslim
Origin : Malaysia (To be more detailed; Kuching, Sarawak)
Language : English, Malay, a lil bit of Korean, trying to learn Japanese and Mandarin.
Status : Yup, I'm single ladies ~_~
Weight : 65kg (143 lbs) - P.S. that was last seen on 3 months ago.. currently +++++ i think Height : 1.82m (6 ft)
Looks : uhm.. Look asian.. ahahaha.. to be exact I can't say much but I have 3/4 Chinese blood in me.
I think that's much that I can say about my self.. Please do share your blog links in the comments.. But you don't have to share anything about yourself on your blog... I just would love to read your blogs. :)
P.S.
I don't mind in what language you post, as long as Google Translator is available, I can read it ^^
I know I'm a lil late for a valentine's post.. but yeah.. I've been busy not getting a date...
Well, that's pretty much it..
I don't have a valentine's date and I wasn't planning to look for one.
Although my heart has been closed for these past few years...
I think... I THINK... not really sure myself.. if my hearts has opened up to meet new people..
Not sure that I'm ready, but I don't mind trying a to be in a new relationship :]
Even so, I might not be the boyfriend material that you're looking for, but I'll try to be.
Well, since I was horribly unlucky the day before, I thought I should treat myself today.
Go out to the mall, buy some stuff and watch Die Hard. It was planned as a lonely trip.
But I was accompanied by a friend today. So instead of a lonely trip she gave me a lovely time today.
I greatly thank for her accompanying me.
Eventhough we did yawn/falling asleeep watching Die Hard, it was cold and I didn't sleep the day before =_= it turned out fun.
Well, that's it to sum up my 3 days posts.. :D Have a goodnight
It's impossible to not know about Girl's Generation (GG) or in korean, So Nyuh Shi Dae (SNSD). Or they are called SoShi. Short for SNSD.
They are girl idol group formed by SM Entertainment in 2007. Consisting of 9 members;
(Top from left) Jessica, Sunny, Sooyoung
(Middle from left) SeoHyun, Tiffany, Yuri
(Bottom from left) Hyoyeon, YoonA, Taeyeon
Listing according to their age, from eldest to maknae (youngest),
1. Taeyeon
2. Jessica
3. Sunny
4. Tiffany
5. Hyoyeon
6. Yuri
7. Sooyoung
8. YoonA
9. SeoHyun
They debuted with "Into The New World" and "Kissing You" but they didn't get much popularity till 2009 which their hit single, which is very very very very, jeongmal, addictive - "Gee".
I'd suggest you listen to it, but I warn you, it's super addictive.
They got real famous and known in other countries like Japan and Europe with their songs "Tell Me Your Wish", "Run Devil Run", "Oh!", "Hoot" and "The Boys". Their latest song is "I Got A Boy" which is a very interesting concept to me.
They also have a sub-unit called the TaeTiSeo. As the name, TaeTiSeo consists of Taeyeon, Tiffany and SeoHyun which is famous for "Twinkle".
Well, at first I really wasn't into K-Pop. I do enjoy korean dramas time to time but I never thought that I would get this addicted to K-Pop till I enjoy learning their songs and their language.
It hit me when I was listening to "Gee" and I was like "what's so nice about this?". I kept on watching the music video till I want to know about all the members because, well, they are very beautiful girls. >_<
Since then, I start following them. On facebook and twitter. But not that much. I'm not so updated like other SONEs (SoShi fans/followers).
Like one of my friend ever said, one does not simply like a girl/boy group without a bias. And yes, I do have a bias. She's the maknae of SNSD, Seo Joo-Hyun. (In short, SeoHyun.)
This is a picture of her from my screensaver ♥_♥
Birth Name : Seo Joo-Hyun
Birth Date : 28th June 1991 (2 years older than me >_<)
Origin : Seoul, South Korea
Blood Type : A
She has lots of nicknames like Seobaby, Seororo, Gguk Gguk Ee, Joohyun. But my favourite is "Goguma Princess" which means "sweet potato princess" because she loves sweet potato more than anything. hahaha... Just too cute isn't she?
I even have her as my desktop wallpaper. ^_^
The reason for her being my bias is because of her character and personality; very upright. (I'm totally the opposite). She's a shy person and very cute in expressing her words. Most of all, I like how she smiles and her eyes are just so beautiful while her cheeks are just wanna-pinch-it-so-much-cuteness.
SeoHyun in "Dancing Queen"
Her buing buing dance ♥_♥
Her favourite pose in music videos
Eventhough most people are also a fan of her because of this reason, I am bias towards her because she's exactly my ideal type; smart, upright, cheerful, caring, shy and kind. I'm the very exact opposite of her but she is my ideal type because I do need a person who is able to turn me into like her.
This shall be the end of this post because I'll continue another part of this bias on another post. ^_^
I have too much to post about my ideal girl to put in one post. tsk tsk.. ><
Sleep tight all, annyeonghi jumuseyo~
I know I've been missing alot lately for posting..
Last time I would be updating my blog everyday...
But since I'm busy all the time, there wasn't really much time to post anything up...
I apologize for that...
Eventhough Chinese New Year holiday is coming, I'm still quite busy with the workload I currently have.
****** HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO WHOM CELEBRATING ******
Alright~ It's time to talk about today's topic, PROMISES.
Why am I talking about this? Well, to be honest I'm quite sick of people breaking promises made.
I know I was quite and still a bit am a promise breaker, but I do try to keep my promises all the time.
Promises aren't meant to be broken, they are meant to be kept.
Not just keep it in your pocket and forget it. I mean keep it and do as promised.
Especially on punctuality. I'm sosooooo sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick of people coming late as promised. I mean seriously, do you like to wait half an hour up to 1.5 hours later than promised? You don't, don't you? If it was once in a while I don't really mind, but all the time? If you want to meet up than lets just say "you wait by yourself around 1 hours and I'll meet you" then atleast I know what I'm gonna do during that time.
There's been one incident where I promised to come to my girlfriend's ex's house one morning and to go a shopping mall later in the afternoon (tHe Spring, Kuchingites will know ^_^). My ride was my bro because he got class that morning and it was slightly on the way to his college that I asked for his help (no driving license yet at that time).
I was awake the whole night doing something I can't remember doing but it was important and I overslept. My bro told me that he tried waking me up and he was too late for class that I didn't even woke up. I pissed her off because of that promise. I know it was a stupid reason to be oversleeping.
But I know I was wrong. I tried to make up for that promise I told her I would be waiting at the mall as promised (even when I have no transport). So I took a quick shower and I walked all the way to the mall from my house. It was an hour + walk from my house under the hot sun. I felt bad because it was a promise and I know how it feels when someone broke your promise. She said she wouldn't come and told me to just go home. Well, I (was young and stupid) waited there for hours. Nothing to do. Then she told me she was coming after the long hours.
The moral is, if you're going to break a promise, DON'T! Or atleast make up for what you had broken. Trust isn't something you can get overnight.
That is why I don't like to make such promises again. Even if it's tiny, it is a promise. I don't like breaking promises. You should too. Whenever my friend offers me a job or something to do, I would reject eventhough it has a big reward because I know the possibility for not keeping the promise.
To whom it might concern, I'm apologizing for not taking up the offer but I have my own principles.
Well, I was watching a Korean drama...
Yes guys... I'm a dude.. and I'm watching Korean drama...
pfftchhh... Get over it...
First thing that I like about dramas is the storyline...
They have such cliche, but nice a nice storyline...
You can keep watching these dramas eventhough you can expect what to happen next without getting bored...
Secondly, it is about the love life...
To be honest, I...
Let's just say I feel these kind of things..
I get what they're feeling and how hurtful it is...
And we'll stop it at that...
Third is the OST...
The OST for the dramas are very good...
Even if you don't understand the lyrics when you hear it, but you can feel the song matches the story very well.
The last drama I watched was Heartstrings, where they featured; Jung Yong Hwa - My favourite indie band lead guitarist/singer
And Park Shin Hye - Well, let's just admit, she's a very cute actress XD
Eventhough their story had no relations to my love life or anything, it gets me thinking about future...
If you've seen the drama, you'll understand...
No spoilers here..
I'm starting to realize the fact of no future soon.
What would be the future has not really been decided in a proper manner...
I've been mentally down for awhile...
And that friend helped me to cheer up...
She did her best and I appreciate her effort :)
Komawo chingu...
This post is actually about... I dunno.... drama slash thank you post?
I dunno.. you decide.. I don't really mind about it..
All I have to say is, watching drama isn't a bad thing for guys you know.. I know you want to say it's girly, but yeah.. You understand girls a lil bit.. I SAID A LIL...
I know I've been missing in action for a couple of weeks now. Well you know...
As an engineering student, you are deemed to be busy.
Well, I am busy lately.. Just not with studies.. hahaha....
I know.. I should be studying.. but.........
I'm too busy playing games.. To be exact, Ragnarok Online II.
Well, the game is not as I expected. Well, for a new game atleast.
However, I can't be too harsh since it's only what they call Beta version.
but... even for a Beta, I think that it is overflowing with bugs..
At first, I was okay with it. There were a couple of bugs that I was unsatisfied with like the potion bug. When you press the potion, you expect yourself to heal don't you. But the bug makes you wait for the cooldown only instead of healing and wait for the cooldown. It kills. It literally kills you when you fighting monsters.
Then, as I level up, I pass through a lot. I mean a lot more bugs. Like in dungeon you can't skill. Or you disconnects in the middle of the game or boss fight, and just distorted graphics makes you disconnected.
Well, that's the least of it. Since it's only Beta version, you can't blame them. But still, can't say you aren't a little pissed off because of the bugs.
Although......
What is terrible about the game isn't the game itself. It's the community inside of it. You expect a new game to have more friendly users around. That would help you or teach you stuffs. Even as a 'senior' player since RO1.
Talking/chatting to some player on the street and they just ignore you like nothing. -.-
That is just rude. I mean, even if it's just a game. Still.... Where's your common courtesy =..=
It's not only one player that I'm talking about, it's majority of the community. Everyone's like playing by themselves and their own group. The game is called massive multiplayer online role playing game (MMORPG) because its for gamers around the world or atleast a continent to play TO-GE-THER.
If everyone just play by themselves, I see the game is lacking friendly gamers. It needs better community.
Just sayin'...
If it was to me to rate the game, I'd rate it a 2.5 stars...
Again... it's Beta... If it was the full version I'd say 1.5... Coz there's too much lacking now. Improvements need to be made... Soon...
Well, that's all from me tonight...
For some of you, morning and afternoon...
And yeah, eventhough the game has much deformities, I'm still playing it :) Coz, I'm a true gamer at heart. I wouldn't stop playing even there's tons of workload that is literally beside me. Which literally I do.
Hahaha.... All and all, I'd thank the producers for creating such a game, and I'd call all gamers to please, bring courtesy in gaming. Yes, real life you may be kind-hearted and such. But that doesn't mean you can be rude or inconsiderate in games. Stress relief once in a while is not counted. :D
What is wrong with this generation?
Let me tell you what is...
People are losing respect to one another. Especially the young ones. Have you seen kids these days? Maybe they were spoiled by their parents, maybe they are spoiled by technology. I may have not have been raised in a luxurious way, or in such a way that I wanted, but you gotta have respect to your parents. As much unfairness you were treated, you are now what you were raised by. Have some respect to your parents for what they have done. It ain't easy to raise a child.
Kids these days, I see them being spoiled too much. Maybe because of the law, maybe because of the luxury world they were raised. In the past, being canned was a bitter way to deal with your behaviour, but it was effective. Now, being canned is child abuse? And now they are just going to continue to rot and spoiled. Some who live in the luxury life likes to show off themselves to others. Not everybody can afford that and you mock them for all those they don't have that you do? And those who can't afford you force your parents to buy you those stuff? You just don't know how hard your parents work to earn your daily shelter and meals. You gotta have respect for them. You should learn to know their pain and suffering. NOT ONLY YOUR OWN.
When you live far off alone without anyone's guide, you'll see a better perspective of what they had suffered. When you're short on cash and no one around that can help you, where's your pride gonna be? That's why you need to learn how to respect!
It's a very simple rule. You respect people, they respect you. You disrespect them, they do the same.
Nose doesn't stop running and it's itching so badly =.,=
I am however, not a person of meds =.= I hate medicine. All kind. I refuse to eat any medicine even when I'm having high fever, terrible cough or just unstoppable flu.
It's not like I'm against medicines. I just don't like them. For what reason, I don't even know =.= Usually I would do some exercise to let off some sweat. I'll be better in 3-4 minutes. It's just a more healthier way.
But since I'm so (read my previous post), I can't get up. =..= I need help. LOL.
Well, it's only flu. I have plenty of tissue paper =.,=
You guys take care of yourselves too. Don't be like me. Death is EVERYWHERE! You don't know when you are at the end, so live your life to the fullest. I don't want my favourite viewers from the States, United Kingdom, Germany, South Korea, and my own country, Malaysia to fall sick too. So yeah. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES!!
That's all from me,
Thank you and goodbye.
Danke undauf wiedersehen.
Kamsahabnida, annyeonghi gaseyo.
So much work to do and you just want to have fun. But when I start to play games I'm even lazier to play =..=
Well yeah. . . .
This post is all about laziness. You can even see how lazy it is.
I'll tell you a story about it.
One time, there was this guy. He was so lazy, he died.
The end.
That's how lazy I am right now =..='
So lazy I can die.
BUT...
We can't all be lazy. If not, the world wouldn't move as it is now. There will be no technology or advances. Though, there would have been no war if everyone is too lazy to pick up a fight. Hahaha...
Back to serious topic.
Eventhough we are lazy in the inside, we must remember that we have worked hard to be where we are now. Even if you are sitting in your lazy chair staring at your computer/phone. If we start to be lazy now, there will be no more future. Think about it.
And... Don't be lazy.. just think about it... while I sit here and be lazy..
Have you ever wondered, what your life would be if you had hold on to something you have let go?
Do you ever wonder what might happen? What will it be like? How fun/depressing it would have been?
Sometimes you regret something, but some other times you were glad you did it?
I mean life. It's all written out. Like a story. You write your own story without knowing the continuation of your story. It's a story written and published without unable to undo a single 'typo' or 'mistake' in your storybook.
I mean do you ever plan something and it went perfectly, I mean EXACTLY perfect like you planned it? If you did, good for you then. I mean it's like you keep wonder about what you gonna be, what you want to be, what you should have been, what you could be, what you failed to be.
I did have something that I regret of, someone I regret letting go, somewhat I do want to think what it could have been if I didn't do it. I mean I spent about 4-5 years trying to stop thinking about it. That something you regret deeply isn't coming back.
Now somehow I do able to get it out of my mind, I think I am not thinking of anything anymore. You know, when you used to regret something, you always have something to think about, something to remember by, something to keep you going, something to push you over the limit, something that takes you to the road less taken and drive you all the way through it. And those are a lot of somethings.
But... after you've reach where people could say the 'closure', it's like there's nothing more on your mind. You locked everything away. You locked them out and nothing can get in. You're thinking blanks, you want to think of something, but you just here this empty room with a single fluorescent light bulb buzzing in the empty-ness of your head.
You try to sleep at night like you used to, thinking about the past, and the possible future you might have had ifyou hadn't. But after it's all gone, you just lie in your bed, unable to sleep, staring at the ceiling or the side of the bed while your head is in this empty place of closed walls and a buzzing light bulb.
" I'd kill to have back what I grieve. It's a better life depressing about something than to live in an emptiness. Because, if you are sad about something or someone in your life, it means you are truly living. In the emptiness, you can't even see the light to your future. "
- 22nd Century Blogger
Treasure what you have, what you had, what you will have. Regret and live. 'cause that's how life's supposed to be. You point a finger at a mirror, blame that person for every mistake that they have made and you show them how to live the proper way, YOUR WAY.
" As one person I cannot change the world, but I can change the world of one person. "
- Paul S. Spear
" Try not to be a man of success, but rather be a man of value. "
- Albert Einstein
" A person who sees the good in things has good thoughts. And he who has good thoughts receives pleasure from life. "
- Said Nursi
" The superior man is modest in his speech, but exceeds in his actions. "
