So... I am currently at the airport waiting for my flight at 6 am... currently it's 1:17 am... I arrived about 11 pm and still waiting...
And here I am at the airport. Saw a new KFC opened up here. And of course, CHEEZY WEDGES!!!
I would never miss to buy that everytime I go to KFC.
But for the first time, a KFC that gives you a hot freshly cooked wedges and overflowed with cheese!
Usually it would be just warm cheezy wedges with very small amount of cheese..
And I was like.. Sweet Cheezus (no offense).. for the first time I can't finish up all the cheese in the box...
Well, I guess that's it for this post..
I'm really really bored here =_=''
I got nothing to do... so.. soo... bored!
Now it is 1:23 am...
5 hours to go~
Sunday, April 14, 2013
Indecisive
I tore up the paper, the love letter.
But yet I'm still restless.
I felt like telling her directly instead.
But hearing her voice again, on the phone.
All the indecisiveness was gone.
The sound of her being that happy, nothing can top that.
It should be left that way.
Just smile and walk away.
But yet I'm still restless.
I felt like telling her directly instead.
But hearing her voice again, on the phone.
All the indecisiveness was gone.
The sound of her being that happy, nothing can top that.
It should be left that way.
Just smile and walk away.
Saturday, April 13, 2013
The love letter
So how do you move on from someone is depending on the person itself right?
NO matter how hard it is there's always a way to forget someone you had a crush on.
Well, I was suggested to write a love letter to her. And yeah, I did wrote one. Well, technically, I typed out one.
I know it is such a sweet-breaker... I know what you're thinking..
"Type? What? Type? Write it yourself!"
I know, I know...
I was out of paper and I was at the same time had printer access.. That letter was my last piece of paper to write on and I don't have any other paper to practice on my writing...
My handwriting goes suckish and unreadable after finals =_=
That was why I typed out one...
Yet still, Love Letters...
Aren't those thing all in the past? Everything is so moved on with technology till everyone is all stuck on their phones with instagram, whatsapp, wechat, kik and etc...
Well, firstly, I haven't been able to afford one of those high-tech stuffs.. All my spending goes to food~Yummy yummy food.
Before I get off from the main topic again, the love letter, was meant to be passed on to her today. All of my feelings and all I wanted to say was in that letter.
But in the end, I had second thoughts about it and also third and fourth thoughts...
I decided that I can't let her know my true feelings just in case it affects her relationship.
So I tore up the letter and the end.
A happy-sad ending I guess?
But in the end, it was the right thing to do.
The thing to be passed on is destroyed. Things are left untold. Feelings are meant to be kept silence. In this case.
NO matter how hard it is there's always a way to forget someone you had a crush on.
Well, I was suggested to write a love letter to her. And yeah, I did wrote one. Well, technically, I typed out one.
I know it is such a sweet-breaker... I know what you're thinking..
"Type? What? Type? Write it yourself!"
I know, I know...
I was out of paper and I was at the same time had printer access.. That letter was my last piece of paper to write on and I don't have any other paper to practice on my writing...
My handwriting goes suckish and unreadable after finals =_=
That was why I typed out one...
Yet still, Love Letters...
Aren't those thing all in the past? Everything is so moved on with technology till everyone is all stuck on their phones with instagram, whatsapp, wechat, kik and etc...
Well, firstly, I haven't been able to afford one of those high-tech stuffs.. All my spending goes to food~Yummy yummy food.
Before I get off from the main topic again, the love letter, was meant to be passed on to her today. All of my feelings and all I wanted to say was in that letter.
But in the end, I had second thoughts about it and also third and fourth thoughts...
I decided that I can't let her know my true feelings just in case it affects her relationship.
So I tore up the letter and the end.
A happy-sad ending I guess?
But in the end, it was the right thing to do.
The thing to be passed on is destroyed. Things are left untold. Feelings are meant to be kept silence. In this case.
Thursday, April 11, 2013
It's reaching the end
Oh hey~!
I finished my last paper of the semester!
It means I'm going to have a 2 months worth of time doing nothing and getting fat =_=''
But what I'm really expecting from the end is to let go of all that is past and step on new grounds.
The only thing left is what I have left for the crush of my heart.
I've seen her cry, I've seen her smile.
I've wiped her tears, I've made her laugh.
The only thing I've not done is to tell her how I felt.
Eventhough I'm listening to her problems, taking care of her, and so, I am not sure if she realizes it.
Well yeah, I'm unofficially friendzoned.
Nothing I can do about that.
Just to hope that the moment is going to be over, soon strangers again.
Each ounce of that feeling should be poured away through out the holidays before the next semester.
Praying that no more feelings for her.
I'd rather keep her relationship with her boyfriend rather than tearing one apart.
Cause' out of many people, I've experienced what it feels like being torn apart like that.
All the best for you, for me, and for eternity.
Things aren't meant to be, and things are meant to be.
You just can't have both at the same time.
I finished my last paper of the semester!
It means I'm going to have a 2 months worth of time doing nothing and getting fat =_=''
But what I'm really expecting from the end is to let go of all that is past and step on new grounds.
The only thing left is what I have left for the crush of my heart.
I've seen her cry, I've seen her smile.
I've wiped her tears, I've made her laugh.
The only thing I've not done is to tell her how I felt.
Eventhough I'm listening to her problems, taking care of her, and so, I am not sure if she realizes it.
Well yeah, I'm unofficially friendzoned.
Nothing I can do about that.
Just to hope that the moment is going to be over, soon strangers again.
Each ounce of that feeling should be poured away through out the holidays before the next semester.
Praying that no more feelings for her.
I'd rather keep her relationship with her boyfriend rather than tearing one apart.
Cause' out of many people, I've experienced what it feels like being torn apart like that.
All the best for you, for me, and for eternity.
Things aren't meant to be, and things are meant to be.
You just can't have both at the same time.
Monday, April 1, 2013
1st of April
So... It is the 1st of April..
Everyone knows what day it is, April Fools!
Well yeah. It may be a fun day of pranking people but 1st of April hasn't been a day I'm looking forward to.
Why? Because it was a day of fun and memories where made. It is also a day of memories where crushed.
You know where the first of April is when people confess their feelings to someone and if they got rejected they'd be just like "April Fools!" when it hurts them so badly inside.You never know what to expect on this day.
I did the same thing too. But it was 6 days before today. 3 years ago. I was telling a girl about my feelings for someone. It was on Facebook. Everyone knows Facebook right? The conversation went exactly like this.. Well, not exactly.. It would sound more like "Manglish".. (Malaysians would probably understand it but I'm just refining the English in the chat so that everyone would understand)..
Me : I really like this girl but I don't know if I should tell her
Her : Well, just go tell her.
Me : You really think I should?
Her : Yes! Don't be shy.
Me : Okay. I like you.
Her : O_o Is this a practice?
*After that I laughed foolishly to myself with a side of pity for myself*
Me : Oh LOL. No. I really really like you.
Her : Oh. I see. >.<
Me : Yeah, I really like you.
Well that was the chat we had that night. It wasn't answered right away but I finally managed to get her to say yes on the first of April. 3.34 PM. I still don't know why I remember that. I just have things like these engraved in my memories.
So that was for the happy memories.
We lasted about a year or so..
It was a good memory and it was heartwarming moment.
However, although we lasted for a year, I didn't expect for her to be having a new boyfriend on the same date that I proposed to her. Yeah, it is this day. It was a heartbreaking news to know that you're being covered up by someone else in the life of a person you cared so much about.
But now things are over. Sometimes you gotta accept reality and stick to the truth. You had her, she now has another. And today hits the mark of their 2nd year anniversary.. I think.. I didn't follow up any news after that. For all that I know, I wish all the best in their relationships would last..
As Phoebe has said in F.R.I.E.N.D.S., everybody has their lobster. A partner for life. It might not come now, but in the future, :) I'm sure everyone has someone even if they are across the world.
-22nd Century Blogger-
Everyone knows what day it is, April Fools!
Well yeah. It may be a fun day of pranking people but 1st of April hasn't been a day I'm looking forward to.
Why? Because it was a day of fun and memories where made. It is also a day of memories where crushed.
You know where the first of April is when people confess their feelings to someone and if they got rejected they'd be just like "April Fools!" when it hurts them so badly inside.You never know what to expect on this day.
I did the same thing too. But it was 6 days before today. 3 years ago. I was telling a girl about my feelings for someone. It was on Facebook. Everyone knows Facebook right? The conversation went exactly like this.. Well, not exactly.. It would sound more like "Manglish".. (Malaysians would probably understand it but I'm just refining the English in the chat so that everyone would understand)..
Me : I really like this girl but I don't know if I should tell her
Her : Well, just go tell her.
Me : You really think I should?
Her : Yes! Don't be shy.
Me : Okay. I like you.
Her : O_o Is this a practice?
*After that I laughed foolishly to myself with a side of pity for myself*
Me : Oh LOL. No. I really really like you.
Her : Oh. I see. >.<
Me : Yeah, I really like you.
Well that was the chat we had that night. It wasn't answered right away but I finally managed to get her to say yes on the first of April. 3.34 PM. I still don't know why I remember that. I just have things like these engraved in my memories.
So that was for the happy memories.
We lasted about a year or so..
It was a good memory and it was heartwarming moment.
However, although we lasted for a year, I didn't expect for her to be having a new boyfriend on the same date that I proposed to her. Yeah, it is this day. It was a heartbreaking news to know that you're being covered up by someone else in the life of a person you cared so much about.
But now things are over. Sometimes you gotta accept reality and stick to the truth. You had her, she now has another. And today hits the mark of their 2nd year anniversary.. I think.. I didn't follow up any news after that. For all that I know, I wish all the best in their relationships would last..
As Phoebe has said in F.R.I.E.N.D.S., everybody has their lobster. A partner for life. It might not come now, but in the future, :) I'm sure everyone has someone even if they are across the world.
-22nd Century Blogger-
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