Crush!

Ah... It's that time again, time of love~

Well, not really...
Since the beginning of the semester, I've had this crush on someone..
I want to tell her, but yeah, I found out she's taken..

I mean she's friendly, awesome and great, open and outgoing.
It's almost the end of the semester but too bad, I can't tell her.
No, I'm not a wuss. I don't want to ruin other people's relationship.

Be rational.

Well, a crush is a crush...
The fact that I like her doesn't mean she will like me back the same way.
I've been trying to get close to her and throughout the semester I can say that I'm pretty up close with her than before... (I'm a shy guy)
Well, it's been great seeing her smile and being there while she's sad...
Eventhough it's been fun, that time will end soon.
My semester is reaching the end, and the finals are coming.

Oh yea, this is the same girl that I posted about before.. "Out of the blue"

So goodluck for me~!
For finals I guess.. For that girl, I don't have a chance... :)

Gotta live life.. Accept the facts that you can't have everything that you want..

Forgive and forget.. Live up to that..
This is Khai, and peace~ out!

*From Tumblr*

past...

What to post?

Here's a bit of truth. Originally, I made ze blog was for earning money somehow.
Well, there's this thing called AdSense.
Apparently my application for the program was rejected by Google. Sadly enough, I still continue this blog :D and I have no idea left to post..

Soon enough, I will post something :D to keep things updated..
Peace out~!

Out of the blue

Yes, I've been saying this for quite awhile now.
About 3-4 months ago, I liked this girl.
I didn't make a move because I don't want to repeat any more mistakes.
Trying to keep what's inside, inside.

She's close, yet she's so far.
I like how she'd ask me for help and so on, but I just couldn't reject.
I'd stay up days with no sleep to accompany her, help her with her studies and other stuff.
However, she's not aware of any of it.
About how I'd do a lot for her.
Basically I'm like in the FRIENDZONE.

But now, it's killing me a little unable to tell her what I feel.
I feel like I must tell her.
I want to tell her, but I shouldn't.
Atleast not now.
Psshhh.. Just have to post somewhere where people don't really read it.
Yeah, cause I lost friends.
Currently no one I can talk to.
Everyone's living their own lives, you can't blame them.

So yeah. There is nothing to see here.

Just being a gentleman?

There's a different being a gentleman and being a person.

People are starting to forget the meaning of treating somebody right. They have lost the sight of what's something called common courtesy.

For me, I always treat girls way much more than other people do. Maybe it's wrong, maybe it's not. I treat girls in the way like accompanying them to go somewhere, anywhere, for their safety. Or having the thought of giving them the shoulder to cry on, share their secrets or a place for them to let go of their feelings like a punching bag. I let them scream/shout at me because I listen. I do it for every girl that I know, not just for some. Maybe for a particular girl that I like I'd do more. But even so, I always treat them that way even when I have had a girlfriend. It's not being a gentleman. I'm not looking for attention among girls to be called so. I treat them right because I wish people would treat my mother, and my sister right just like how I treat those girls. I know that it does sounds lame because it looks like I take that sentence from a motivational poster or something.

Honestly, yes. I did. I did because I believe that treating others right will give a new light for them to see what is proper and what is not. It's common courtesy for the guys to treat girls right and for humans to treat each other right. If only people would stop saying "he's just being a gentleman" and start saying "it's common courtesy" the world would have never been in any war/argument/fighting. It should have been in peace all along.

Lastly, I would like to wish all the woman in the world, Happy International Women's Day eventhough I'm a little late.