Out of the blue

Yes, I've been saying this for quite awhile now.
About 3-4 months ago, I liked this girl.
I didn't make a move because I don't want to repeat any more mistakes.
Trying to keep what's inside, inside.

She's close, yet she's so far.
I like how she'd ask me for help and so on, but I just couldn't reject.
I'd stay up days with no sleep to accompany her, help her with her studies and other stuff.
However, she's not aware of any of it.
About how I'd do a lot for her.
Basically I'm like in the FRIENDZONE.

But now, it's killing me a little unable to tell her what I feel.
I feel like I must tell her.
I want to tell her, but I shouldn't.
Atleast not now.
Psshhh.. Just have to post somewhere where people don't really read it.
Yeah, cause I lost friends.
Currently no one I can talk to.
Everyone's living their own lives, you can't blame them.

So yeah. There is nothing to see here.