When life gives you lemons...

Well, let's see when did I last post.
26th October 2013.
That is quite some time ago.

I guess I should restart blogging about the end of 2013.

For starters, I finally own a smartphone...
Technically, it's a tab with the function of calling people.
So.... yeah...

Then it was new years.
Everyone knows when there's new year, there's new year resolutions.
And mine is still 1366 x 768 for my laptop. Hahaha (not even funny)

My new year resolution was to let go of the past.
By the past, I mean almost everything.

Sure, I had fun and all those memories. But sometimes you just have to face the fact, things aren't going to be the same anymore.
Life is offering you new things, and if you keep holding on to the past, you just get left behind.

One of the things of the past is my love life.
It's so hard to get over this, and somehow, it is still quite a pain in the memories.
I tried to cut off all connections to my loved ones, but soon to realize, all those people are my friends right now, and it gave me a bigger realization, that I wouldn't have these friends in my life without them.
As much as it pains me, I couldn't do it.
I tried, and I lost a terribly good friend because of that.

I'm letting it all go, by all means, I'm finally looking forward and peeking only a little at the back.
It made me who I am, and I must remind myself to what I used to be, and what I must become.


Then, nothing much has happened since new year.

April came afterwards.
It was the most satisfying feeling ever.
I finished my last paper as a diploma student.
And as usual, I walked out of the hall as a legend.
Being the first person to walk out of the exam hall with so much psychological warfare towards others.
Kinda feel sorry for them too. But I'm more glad that I am finally done with diploma.
Aerospace Engineering, you just got beaten.
Well, at a diploma level at the very least.

Now, here I am, sitting in front of my laptop, writing this blog.
In a holiday mood, waiting for my results to come out within a month.

But more thoughts have come and go through my head.
Thoughts that are dark, and more depression comes ahead of me.

However, I am not gonna mention that part just yet, because I am still trying to sort out the thoughts I am having.

I think with that, I close this post with a welcome to read my blog again, and I thank you readers for reading it.
Hates, love, whatever you feel about it, I don't really mind, you read it, you choose to read it. I'm just posting what is in my head that I couldn't open up to people. That's why I made this blog.

...you make lemonades...