It's reaching the end

Oh hey~!
I finished my last paper of the semester!
It means I'm going to have a 2 months worth of time doing nothing and getting fat =_=''
But what I'm really expecting from the end is to let go of all that is past and step on new grounds.

The only thing left is what I have left for the crush of my heart.
I've seen her cry, I've seen her smile.
I've wiped her tears, I've made her laugh.
The only thing I've not done is to tell her how I felt.
Eventhough I'm listening to her problems, taking care of her, and so, I am not sure if she realizes it.
Well yeah, I'm unofficially friendzoned.
Nothing I can do about that.

Just to hope that the moment is going to be over, soon strangers again.
Each ounce of that feeling should be poured away through out the holidays before the next semester.
Praying that no more feelings for her.
I'd rather keep her relationship with her boyfriend rather than tearing one apart.
Cause' out of many people, I've experienced what it feels like being torn apart like that.

All the best for you, for me, and for eternity.
Things aren't meant to be, and things are meant to be.
You just can't have both at the same time.