1st of April

So... It is the 1st of April..
Everyone knows what day it is, April Fools!

Well yeah. It may be a fun day of pranking people but 1st of April hasn't been a day I'm looking forward to.
Why? Because it was a day of fun and memories where made. It is also a day of memories where crushed.

You know where the first of April is when people confess their feelings to someone and if they got rejected they'd be just like "April Fools!" when it hurts them so badly inside.You never know what to expect on this day.

I did the same thing too. But it was 6 days before today. 3 years ago. I was telling a girl about my feelings for someone. It was on Facebook. Everyone knows Facebook right? The conversation went exactly like this.. Well, not exactly.. It would sound more like "Manglish".. (Malaysians would probably understand it but I'm just refining the English in the chat so that everyone would understand)..

Me : I really like this girl but I don't know if I should tell her
Her : Well, just go tell her.
Me : You really think I should?
Her : Yes! Don't be shy.
Me : Okay. I like you.
Her : O_o Is this a practice?
*After that I laughed foolishly to myself with a side of pity for myself*

Me : Oh LOL. No. I really really like you.
Her : Oh. I see. >.<
Me : Yeah, I really like you.

Well that was the chat we had that night. It wasn't answered right away but I finally managed to get her to say yes on the first of April. 3.34 PM. I still don't know why I remember that. I just have things like these engraved in my memories.

So that was for the happy memories.
We lasted about a year or so..
It was a good memory and it was heartwarming moment.

However, although we lasted for a year, I didn't expect for her to be having a new boyfriend on the same date that I proposed to her. Yeah, it is this day. It was a heartbreaking news to know that you're being covered up by someone else in the life of a person you cared so much about.

But now things are over. Sometimes you gotta accept reality and stick to the truth. You had her, she now has another. And today hits the mark of their 2nd year anniversary.. I think.. I didn't follow up any news after that. For all that I know, I wish all the best in their relationships would last..

As Phoebe has said in F.R.I.E.N.D.S., everybody has their lobster. A partner for life. It might not come now, but in the future, :) I'm sure everyone has someone even if they are across the world.

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